I found myself, once again, sending your mother a text message. Your mother is having a difficult time absorbing, and accepting everything. She is in denial and she is depressed at the possibility of it being all true. You choosing to leave me. The criminal charges laid against you. Hearing about your infidelity, and the […]

Read More Your mother…

I dream about you when my eyes close or as you would sometimes call it during an , “extended blink”. I am overwhelmed with emotion, with sadness as I remember you making that comment to me. All I want to do is tell you “I miss you, and I love you.” I wish you knew […]

Read More I dreamed of you ….

I am sure you have told your new supply, the one we BOTH know you had connected with and was “seeing” prior to officially leaving me on March 5, 2019, I never did this with Kim or Kim would never let me do this. I know you know this is a lie you tell her, […]

Read More I never did this with Kim….

Sometimes I pretend you never existed. Did you really? All you were was an illusion. I have learned so much about you since you left me. I know what you are but I don’t think you do. I believe you know you are different then everyone else. You think differently. You don’t feel anything- you […]

Read More Sometimes I pretend….

I lost myself, my identity and I am desperately trying to find it. On March 5, 2019, my husband Scott Philip Clarke, who I had known for 23 years, and for whom I was married and sealed to for all of time and eternity in the Toronto, Temple, for 21.5 years, walked out our front […]

Read More In Search of me….